Never have I been in a relationship neither have I been kissed. I have thought about you and will always do. I wish I knew exactly when you are coming. I wish I knew exactly who are you, but I figured that if you are as I think, I might not know you. I expect you to be full of surprises, full of love. At the beginning I might feel very nervous and hence will try to protect myself going away from you, but please stay.
My dearest Brandon, I have spent many days and nights pondering the possible ways for me to tell you how much I love you! I want to make you know that I love you, and I want you to remember it for eternity. One thing that I need more than anything is for you to realize how undoubtedly perfect you are. So let me start to try to make you understand why you are so perfect! Let's first start off with your absolutely adorable, fabulously bodacious hair. I absolutely love it!
I can't sleep, so I'm going to write letters to people I care about on this so I can get all of my emotions out and I wish I could say these words to the people they're meant for but I can't Letter one goes to the man who I'm in love with In 23 days we'll be a year together , but we've been friends for 6 years. Two years ago I wouldn't have even thought that we were gonna be like this.. And the only reason I'm writing this on a social website you aren't even apart of is because I know you hate it when I gush over you and you do that cute little thing with your hands and go as red as a poppy flower.. I'll admit now, we're not perfect, we have a lot of fights and we rarely see each other outside of school and that part sucks ass, and everyone who doesn't know you as well as I do thinks you're a dick and that you're very rude towards me..
But here it goes. Hmmm what can I say about you and us? I thought you would walk away after learning about my fucked-up past. I never knew; never thought it would be like this, me needing you so much. The last thing I thought about before I went to bed.